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| a few updates of my life:
1. semester 2 started, well actually it's already week 4 now and assignments are due really soon.
2. went to adelaide secretly for tyy's birthday but found someone who can replace her as my all time fav. awww wish NSS is my housemate instead.
3. having some kind of financial trouble but can't let my parents know about it, wish i could win the lottery or something.
4. really really uncertain about the future as i'm graduating soon. i feel like a lame ass loser.
5. met new friends, tried new activities, and being emo at times.
6. been really stressed out over things.
FYI, i go to lifegroup every week. suddenly it seems like a routine. often times newcomers realized that i'm not christian would ask why am i there every week. and some people even think that i'm soon-to-be-christian. seriously, i always make some christian jokes (obviously not in front of the christians). the main reason i attend is because of sam. she's someone i always wanted to maintain our friendship, at least that's what i'm trying to do. but if you think i'm soon-to-be-christian, then i can affirmably say no, not even a tiny bit, at least until this moment.
i believe in karma, even though it somehow doesn't seem to be working on my nasty so-called relatives. i wanted to be a buddhist, but in my opinion it's really hard to become a genuine one, and i don't think what my dad did is what a true buddhist would do. while i will not call myself a buddhist, i do hope one day i could reach this stage to achieve peace of mind.
as for now, unfortunately, i'm stuck in limbo.
so, Jesus or Buddha?
or nothing?
(well, not like you have a definite answer either)
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| urgh, the fact that i was trying to save papers by printing on both sides (i have to do manually since the printer can't), i ended up wasting more papers because i got all messed up with the odd and even pages. damn it!
I HATE MYSELF!!!
so, iTunes cool me down while i'm cutting the slides out to paste them on used papers. haha i know it's ugly, pathetic and ridiculous but at least, it makes me feel better for not wasting papers to reprint them. I HATE MYSELF!!! classes started a week ago, and i was trying hard to remind myself that holidays over, yet i can't help with the movie marathon. and damn, i have this submission on friday which i wish i know what i'm doing. I HATE MYSELF!!! oh, bad news. i have put on 2kg! thanks to tim tam, cadbury, lindt, maltesers, mars, snickers, m&m and their friends. and not to forget, their bosses - coles and woolies! with their evil plans - sales! I HATE MYSELF!!! seriously, i hate myself.  but i don't want to die. haha. till then. | | |
| i'm being so nostalgic now after checking out some of my ex classmates back in yuk chai on facebook, many thanks to jingying for the effort. wish i could attend the gathering too, must be really interesting to see how each of us changed. plus, i managed to look at some photos of the current yuk chai, and yes, it's so much better now makes me so envy.
i still remember yuk chai is not as popular as some other schools when i was standard 1, but mom just chose this school since it was the nearest to our house and my brothers attended too. and now, it's famous and the school is frigging rich.
people who attended chinese schools are trained to multitask, and always competing with each other. haha, i still remember we used to compete in many things, like who finish the homework first etc. we all have our own gangs and we just simply love to talk in class (or is it just me?). oh another silly thing we used to do is setting our watches to have the exact same time with the school bell, so we can always countdown when it rings. and yes, we already packed our bags and prepared to run as the bell rings. LOL we just love to compete for every single thing.
undoubtedly yuk chai brought me loads of joyful memories, but well, all good things come to an end.
but of course there are still many bad things that happened, like this one which i guess i repeated a million times, about the teacher who has the same surname as me. i know many people like her, but i don't, because she seriously sucks. i got a stroke from her because she thought that i did not do my work which i obviously did. it was science class and our homework was to prepare 2 slices of breads, one dry and another moist. we were supposed to put them separately in plastic bags, tighten and leave them for a week. i was actually quite looking forward to it and i did it immediately once i reached home on that day. and a week later, everyone brought their own breads to show her, unfortunately, mine were still white (i think because it's not tight enough) while i could still remember someone next to me, her breads were so moldy that created a huge contrast between mine and hers. so, she assumed that i did not do my work on time, and accused me that i just did it a day before. and, THAT B*TCH FREAKING CANED ME FOR THAT. sorry for being vulgar but can you imagine how much anger i had until today, i mean, hello, she did not even give me a chance to defend myself. urgh, i regretted of not telling my mom about this so she could complain and i might able to cane this ignorant teacher back for that (haha in my dreams obviously).
 this is a photo i stole it from someone's site. this is where we were gathered every monday morning and forced to sing the 3 anthems, haha but the smart me lip-synced all the time so i will not get caught by those teachers. ahh, after all, i miss yuk chai. wish i could turn back time. till then, off to ice-skating! | | |
| i need more money.
i need more money.
i need more money.
watched transformers, and megan fox is undeniably hot. really hot.
went to chadstone twice, and i was so upset i can't buy that pair of jeans in armani exchange. for that moment i actually hope i was size 10 or more. okay seriously, just for that moment only.
been playing ds while i was home or on the train, many thanks to mr T. i nearly thought it's mine. haha.
and now, i'm kinda anxious because we're going to have our girls' day out later. all the girls are so looking forward, except me because yea, that's me, the paranoid me. and we even need to hide it from the boys.
is woolies having sales for tim tam now? i'm eating my last pack now which might not last even a day.
plus, my all time fav kolala and the new stranger emu are coming to melb soon. which is cool just that i'm really broke. hoping they will treat me since we are good friends. haha.
whooo that's the brief update now. i know it sucks, and i can't wait for the hot pot tonight!
till then.
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| thanks to sanwengyan, i'm once again being dissatisfied.  OMG can you see how awesome is this? By just $1175 per week I could enjoy this spectacular view of Melbourne. "Just", haha I sound like my father's Li Ka-Shing. Urgh. I hate you Ms. Emu. Especially with the 'wai' documents!!! Eeeeeks! I want to stay there. I want to stay there. I want to stay there. Hahahahaha. Blame the after-exam craziness. Till then. | | |
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